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一葉知秋



八月中的倫敦
反覆下雨又放晴的天空
潮溼但仍能放心臥坐的草地
我放鬆的在這個小小的公園裡野餐
秋天,以落葉的形式也提前來這草地上享樂
又一個秋天,秋天總是讓人不禁對這世界多思考幾分
前年的秋天我剛來英國念書,去年的秋天
我正要完成畢業論文然後畢業
今天的秋天的我呢?





就像這一片落葉,毫不起眼但的確佔了這個城市一些空間般的
準備遷入倫敦,準備討生活,準備被地鐵的人潮給淹沒
準備在收割的季節播下新的種子,也許。






"落紅不是無情物,化作春泥更護花"
那落葉呢?
落葉應當歸根還是持續的飄零?
在英國夏天的尾巴感受到的浮動以及悶熱空氣造成的不安
似乎正同節奏的把我推向前,而我將會離所謂的目標越來越近,還是
越來越遠?



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