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Stay or leave?

I was very happy to receive an email from my old friend from Taiwan 20 mins after I wrote to him yesterday. Quick replying my email really shows the good thing about the Internet that email is not mail, and it waste no time on the posing. Quick email also brought a quick potential offer of my future--an opportunity to work with some old friends, an adventure of exploring the ocean of future with some of my best friends. It is also a scenario of one-piece, my favor comic book. We can fight for the greatest treasure on the map of ocean, but, do I need the treasure?

Or, what is the dearest treasure for me?

In the email I wrote to my friend, I said that there is no prefect choice for life, there is only an unregerttable choice. In economic terms, we can only make the decision with least opportunity cost, but not the one you can earn most.

There was a moment that I really want to fly back right away to do my best in their team, there WAS.

So why I am still here? there is a voice in my mind yell at me. It reminds me that I am not done with UK yet, although I got a broken jaw here, although I can't find a job as good as Taiwan, although I miss home sometimes, it is the damn uncertainty of life intriguing me to linger here at UK.

But I have to go back to where I am from one day. Before the day comes, I will open my sail to cross the world and be a pioneer of my life to find the treasure belonged to me, even it is just a pair of torn rubber shoes or a bag of valueless stone or there is really a box of shining gold waiting for me, you never know. I never know.

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