樂觀與悲觀

昏沈的時候總希望有興奮劑

讓時間過得更有快感

興奮的時候到總怕有個

無形的拉繩攔腰把我扯下

希望之所以夠格成為希望

就是那永遠差一步的距離

或其實是很多步，但每次前進

都以為只剩一步之遙

所以我們永遠懷抱希望。

你們看到的愚蠢是最豁達的無畏

他們的關心是最痛的針氈

而我們的忙碌則怎麼也

掩蓋不了粉飾的日常

沒有爬過黑暗甬道

怎麼會覺得陽光刺眼？

所謂的樂觀應是

徹底的悲觀主義

那所謂的悲觀呢

就是明知走不到那一步

還要每天笑笑地說

我們就要到了

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