辦公室戀情餘波

妳在電腦上貼一張便條紙

上面寫著今日待辦事項

錯身之後就忘記我的名字還留在紙上

左心房租約到期後

見面就是件要處理的事

然後忽略是理所當然

妳搓揉便條紙一丟

拋物線

砸到右邊的碎紙機

那通常都處理過期契約的

我試著把「我們｣的合約處理掉

一條條的碎紙

仔細看通通被切割成

我妳我妳我妳我妳我妳

回憶也切被的很細很乾淨

原來分手之後

不只我們的未來各自走去

連過去也分割成妳的和我的

整理出碎掉的過往情緣中的妳

放進限時掛號

寄給未來的妳作個參考

現在的妳跟昨日的妳

笑容有沒有一樣美？

碰巧與我擦肩而過

妳貼張小紙條在我胸口

轉頭正要問為什麼卻

風扇吹過紙條飄落在空中

我就直到妳來了又走了也不曉得

因為早已忘記心中

曾經有妳

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